i am for dignity and against glory––
i am for ambition and against prestige––
i am for the whole and against the totality––
i am for unity and against unification––
i am for insight and against genius––
i am for ambition and against prestige––
i am for the whole and against the totality––
i am for unity and against unification––
i am for insight and against genius––
i am for strength and against power––
i am for collectives and against collectivism––
i am for individuals and against individualism––
i am for tradition and against convention––
i am for the everyday and against the ordinary––
i am for wonder and against miracles––
i am for labyrinths and against righteousness––
i am for compassion and against pity––
i am for dreams and against illusions––
i am for mischief and against recklessness––
i am for discovery and against revelation––
i am for judgment and against judgmentality––
i am for rivalry and against competition––
i am for ease and against lethargy––
i am for beauty and against vanity––
i am for darkness and against abysses––
i am for digression and against diversion––
i am for intuition and against evasion––
i am for accomplishment and against triumph––
i am for migration and against displacement––
i am for digression and against diversion––
i am for intuition and against evasion––
i am for accomplishment and against triumph––
i am for migration and against displacement––
i am for depth and against profundity––
i am for the planet and against globalism––
i am for the people and against the nation––
i am for rebellion and against crowds––
i am for leadership and against leaders––
i am for fools and against foolishness––
i am for loss and against compromise––
i am for sorrow and against despair––
i am for vulnerability and against helplessness––
i am for confidence and against authority––
i am for loss and against compromise––
i am for sorrow and against despair––
i am for vulnerability and against helplessness––
i am for confidence and against authority––
i am for solitude and against isolation––
i am for loyalty and against stubbornness—
i am for irreverence and against mockery––
i am for irony and against sarcasm––
i am for praise and against worship––
i am for loyalty and against stubbornness—
i am for irreverence and against mockery––
i am for irony and against sarcasm––
i am for praise and against worship––
i am for abundance and against excess––
i am for mastery and against perfection—
i am for difference and against hierarchy––
i am for specialization and against narrowness—
i am for doubt and against worry––
i am for mastery and against perfection—
i am for difference and against hierarchy––
i am for specialization and against narrowness—
i am for doubt and against worry––
i am for generosity and against duty––
i am for methods and against systems––
i am for remembrance and against faith—
i am for contemplation and against overthinking––
i am for calmness and against stasis—
i am for methods and against systems––
i am for remembrance and against faith—
i am for contemplation and against overthinking––
i am for calmness and against stasis—
i am for opposition and against enmity––
i am for sacrifice and against martyrdom––
i am for growth and against conquest––
i am for moderation and against averages––
i am for nonviolence and against submission––
i am for sacrifice and against martyrdom––
i am for growth and against conquest––
i am for moderation and against averages––
i am for nonviolence and against submission––
i am for pleasure and against indulgence––
i am for sadness and against resignation––
i am for proof and against accusation––
i am for mystery and against mystification––
i am for grief and against collapse––
i am for order and against law—
i am for death and against absence—
i am for release and against giving up—
i am for the self and against the ego—
i am for dialectic and against manifestoes—
i am for death and against absence—
i am for release and against giving up—
i am for the self and against the ego—
i am for dialectic and against manifestoes—
[poem: st. petersburg, russia, 2019]
[photographs: details of vasily kandinsky's black spot, 1912, in the russian museum, st. petersburg]
[photographs: details of vasily kandinsky's black spot, 1912, in the russian museum, st. petersburg]